Author's note: This universe doesn't belong to me, I'm only playing in it. The Big O is copyright by Sunrise and Bandai. My thanks to them and all of the writers and artists involved who brought this show to life. I am especially grateful to Toshihiko Sahashi for the incredible music, which has played on my various players almost nonstop since the soundtracks arrived. Special note: This story will probably make no sense unless you have read "Memories". This is an exploration of some of the events that were only hinted at in that story. Thanks to Bentar, Falcon7, Lady Tesser and of course Shredder for the Beta. As always, any errors are entirely mine.